2nd November 2021 - Life n Grimes.

Evening everyone.

Fucking useless cunt I am !

I still cannot get out of this house, thru the door, let alone thru the gate !

No fun with down below, totally non feeling and cannot control its actions, and I finally have to use some old bath towels to soak up most of the leakage!

I Guess as usual I am stuck here as unable to go out !!!!!!!!!!!!

took all my pills early this morning, but there cannot have been enough, as I still do not feel any better!

very drowsy and unstable.
Do I risk taking more meds ???

I Cant even do that properly...........................................

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